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my better half

funeral blues

stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone,
prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,
silence the pianos and with muffled drum
bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.

let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead
scribbling on the sky the message He is Dead.
put crepe bows round the white necks of the public doves,
let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves.

he was my north, my south, my east and west,
my working week and my sunday rest,
my noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;
i thought that love would last forever: i was wrong.

the stars are not wanted now; put out every one,
pack up the moon and dismantle the sun,
pour away the ocean and sweep up the woods;
for nothing now can ever come to any good.
— w.h. auden

it may be cliché, but auden writes so much better and closer to what i’m feeling…

dear friends and acquaintances,

i regret to inform you, that my dear better half has died. he passed away unexpectedly in his sleep, and i don't think he suffered. just went to bed and didn't wake up.

i wanted to let you know he enjoyed talking with you all when we were at car shows, all of these years.

i miss him so much, and my world is so much less without him. i am broken. 😭😭😭

dreaming of cooler days

1937 chevrolet

it’s been my least favorite time of year long enough. i hate the heat of summer. i just can’t do it. my head has been a bit dizzy lately, so i don’t really want to go far without my better half by my side.

i hide inside all day if i can, dreaming of escaping the state soon enough for a break, but it still seems an eon away. work keeps me busy, and it’s never a good time to step away.

so of course, missing several car shows i’d have like to have gone to. had to do an overnight in bakersfield (hell in itself), a couple of weeks ago. was told there was also a show at the kern county fairgrounds the day we were leaving. i knew about it, chose not to go, but did see a small line up of a car club gathering on the road just outside of our hotel, as we left too early before sunrise.

so, yep, missed the viejitos show in anaheim that weekend, which we had planned to go at least a few hours early early. heard it was a hot day too.

missed the legends show, as we simply didn’t know about it until after it was already happening…hadn’t seen any fliers, though i did search for it a month ago.

also, have never been to the ventura nationals, but we typically don’t go anywhere on holiday weekends anyway.

so…here i am sifting through my trove of past show pics.

remembered the cornfed run in chino, on a nice, cool, rainy day. got drenched, looked like a water hag, but stayed around most of the day. got some nice shots of cars like this chevy, spotted with rain drops, puddles of water below, reflecting the sky, the cars, the people.

still not so sure about the newer camera. better half says i’m not using optimal settings for the lens i use, but i don’t like the shots when i do. will have to get back out more often when summer is done, and give the batteries and my mind a recharge.

monterey

looking back at the bomb club pre-show staging area at santa anita.

took advantage of the delayed entry into the tunnel, and shot pics up and down the three long lines of cars waiting, waiting, waiting. enjoyed the early morning overcast, and how it muted the colors of the cars.

saw this mercury amidst the other fine cars. it stood out for it’s interesting color, which was about the color i’d had my ex paint his vw bug once upon a time. also, don’t often run across these montereys.

monterey…wouldn’t mind taking a trip there right now, to escape the summer heat. at least the evenings have been cool…i suppose before fall, the nights will get sultry soon enough. oh, how i hate the heat. unless it’s a heated pool or jacuzzi.

i’m rambling. running on fumes, and should really be getting to bed, but waiting on my hair to dry, which i think is probably good ‘nuff now, so off i go to dream of other cars and trips and projects…retirement can’t come soon enough. so close, yet so far.

super shiny

late night post.

had a busy week at work, then got called in for jury duty for two days, until they finalized a jury. that really threw a wrench into things, but my coworkers are great, and picked up where i left off.

there’s a car show tomorrow, that i would like to go to, but i don’t know if i have the energy. i have so many pictures saved for a rainy day, like a crazy squirrel bogarting all of the nuts. maybe when i retire, but then who wants to see years’ old pics?

for example, this tovar’s car, way early in the morning, the field lights are still on. how the heck does it get so shiny? sweat equity? a thousand fairies fluttering their wings along the curves? molly maid? liquid gold? wouldn’t mind my car being this shiny, but i’d be afraid the crows would target it more than usual.

hat’s off to the man—it’s a beauty.

i knew i had one

1939 chevy master deluxe

i finally noticed a message in my inbox from the owner of this car.

he was actually asking if i’d taken any pics of his car at the hawaiian gardens car show from last week. i said i’d get back to him, as i unfortunately had to work all day yesterday.

mentioned it to my better half, who had one, and i sent it off to the owner.

so today, when i finally had time to look through my images, i found that no, i did not in fact take a pic of it at that show. he had the hood open, and i usually pass those by.

but i figured he’d probably been to some other shows, so i looked through some older stuff.

yup, found i’d shot it, not long before i left the bomb club show last month. he must have arrived later in the morning, as i didn’t find it in the early morning shots from the parking lot staging area.

the hood was open, but for some reason or other, i took a couple of pics. maybe the light was right. maybe he was watching, and some guys are just hoping you take a picture of their baby. maybe i knew i was out of energy from the heat, and was heading out, and i hate to leave…whatever.

pretty sure if i keep looking, i’d eventually find it at some other show, especially if the hood was down. :)

hawaiian boys

better half and i made it out to the city of hawaiian gardens twenty-first car show last weekend, at fedde sports complex. just barely.

co-sponsored by compas, tovars and murguia’s car clubs, we were invited to come by the night before by one of the club members, while attending another car show the week before. he told my better half we could take pics of club cars, without lots of people milling about.

being a friday evening, we waited a bit before facing an hour of driving in traffic to get there, planning to arrive just before sunset.

i had also spent an hour at the doctor’s office in the afternoon, having some radiation done to fry a tiny tumor in the back of my head. i equate it to the death star, with beams coming together to a focused point, to shoot a laser only to the part that needed frying. didn’t really see the beams, but i like to imagine it that way. technology is great—able to get off the table, and go about my day without any noticeable effects. hopefully, the thing is dead, or in suspended animation, and won’t be bothering me any further—at least for the next ten years they say.

when we arrived, we decided to park at the curb, rather than inside behind the open parking lot gate. didn’t want to get locked inside, since it was getting late.

we walked through the lot and through the gate towards the baseball fields. passed by the stage that was set up for the next day’s entertainment, which had a band playing a full concert to a handful of spectators, who i assume were club members. there even was a lit up dance floor up front, with one lady dancing to the groove. the singer wasn’t bad. better half later heard they were playing a concert for the neighborhood, hoping to attract attention to the show.

there were several food trucks selling food for the few people, presumably club members.

beyond that area, along the winding sidewalk and the baseball outfield, we found only about ten cars. shrugging, we set up our gear and got to shooting those few.

better half was greeted by albert, who hadn’t remembered inviting us, which was fine, as better half hadn’t remembered he was the guy that invited us. lol. all good. he apologized that there weren’t more cars. no big deal, even one old chevy is enough to make it worth the drive.

better half got his pics, but did spend more time chatting with a few of the people there with their cars.

i kept shooting until the field lights got shut off, section by section. it’s a city facility, so understandable after park hours.

albert brought us media passes before we left, so we could get in as early as we wanted the next day.

back in the car, we decided to head back to our old hood in whittier to grab a late dinner before restaurant closing time. made it there just after nine p.m., finishing up just after closing time.

another hour drive home, and dowloading pictures onto the computer, i crashed out in bed about one-thirty a.m.

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we intended to arrive at five-thirty or earlier, for roll-in. didn’t leave home until a little before five, but with no traffic, it was only a forty-five minute drive.

parked where we were told to park, and headed in on about three hours of sleep.

there weren’t hundreds of cars lined up to get in that early, like at some shows, but there were plenty to start on. they expected about three hundred cars by opening at ten, to fill the two large fields inside the fence. there are always other shows going on at the same time, in los angeles, so you can never be sure which will have a good turnout.

the fields had been carefully marked up with painted lines marking out parking sections, fire lanes and walkways for show cars. very well organized, and plenty of the host club members directing where groups of cars should park.

the sky remained overcast for the entire morning, and stayed cool enough to really enjoy shooting pics until about noon, when i hit a wall, where i knew i just couldn’t continue. felt myself wobbling around cars from exhaustion, and was afraid i might whack one with my tripod.

by the time we packed up and headed home, the fields were full, but still had some space available for more. there were plenty of people enjoying the show, but i never had an issue with feeling crowded by people walking through my shots too much.

the sun came out on the way home. it was a good day.

funky, cold...

1947 ford

last weekend better half and i made our way out to santa fe springs, to check out the los angeles bombs car show.

still slept in a bit, and arrived after sunrise, but the skies were fairly cloudy for the morning, which kept the heat away for a few hours. worked as a big soft box, so that was an added bonus, unless a real ‘pop’ in colors were desired.

started off shooting the club’s cars out on the street, then moved inside the gates at air products, to see what else had shown up while our backs were turned.

still early on the roll-in time, there were sparsely parked groups of cars here and there.

saw this blue ford huddled down on the ground along the wall. turned out ron medina jr. had recently bought this car, and maybe this was it’s first time out. i saw him before realizing this was his, and fully expected to see the orange suburban sitting nearby.

well, this one is nice too, and i like it’s big, round back end. [that’s what she said].

shoot your shot

first bunch of cars as i entered the field. set up my tripod and got to work.

1935 chevrolet

first car in the row, a chevy, of course. :) i see that i was not the only one taking a picture of it. i hope he got a good shot.

don’t think it could go any lower than that; it’s basically sitting on the dirt.


home today, enjoying this juneteenth off from work. mostly enjoying my air conditioning. it’s hot outside. i should have taken tomorrow off, but didn’t. should be a quiet day anyway, time to figure out how to solve a design project that is vexing me.

a ray of sunshine

harley

what to write, what to write.

a small contingent of bikes showed up in the parking lot at the bomb club show. there were a couple of exceptional bikes, and others, that could be bought at the dealership as is, i suppose.

this bike stood out, being so bright and colorful compared to the others.


we spent this past weekend down in san diego. no reason. better half just wanted to escape.

it was surprisingly not very crowded, in spite of expected protests and also father’s day. maybe everyone was at the nearby del mar fairgrounds. the padres were away, playing elsewhere, so there’s that. no marathons were happening, so we were able to find a reasonably priced hotel.

could probably have stayed, or at least visited at my sister-in-law’s home, but it just isn’t the same without my brother still there. just being in the city, always brings up memories of when we’d take him with us for the day, out on a harbor cruise, or midway, or balboa park. or they inviting us to dinner, only for us to pick up the check after they both would look elsewhere until we grabbed it.

perhaps we will retire there, though we’re happy where we are for now. as long as we can both climb the stairs. getting old sucks.

good time was had

1941 pontiac

quick post, as i’m off to my mom’s house for the evening.

better half and i got up early and headed out to arcadia, to check out the bomb club supershow for this year. and again, we should have gotten up even earlier, as we had originally planned—we heard there were cars waiting outside the gate by four a.m., but we both need a bit more sleep.

as it was, we arrived abound six, sun was up, though cloaked by overcast skies, for at least a few hours. we got to shooting quickly. the cars were parked all in rows, and more continued to arrive while we were there.

i like taking pics in the staging areas. cars aren’t so crammed in so closely that you can’t move about, to find an interesting angle. also know, that we’ll see them inside, on the field, and shoot them again, in a more ‘scenic’ location.

although the flyers said roll in was at nine, cars were still waiting when i asked security about getting inside, at nine-thirty. i should have asked sooner, as i was able to get right in after passing through screening. called my better half, who was still hanging out in the parking lot, to let him know he could get in now.

many cars had been let in the night before, so there were plenty to shoot already in place. now that i was inside, i knew it was a race with the sun and it’s heat to get as many cars as i could in my camera.

many cars were still being uncovered and polished in preparation for the day. i found the pontiac above, near the fence in the back to the left of the betting windows. it was a beautiful car. the owner said that i should come back when the sun comes out, so as to see the pearlessence of the paint and how it sparkles.

as it turned out, it did get sunny and hot about eleven, and i simply did not make it back, though i did think to do so. my better half convinced me to leave, over-protective as he is, and as i was looking a bit wretched from the heat.

there was a whole field of cars that we didn’t even see. alas. until we meet again.